So recently I have been in a funk. It’s not really something I like to admit really. I spent a few years of my life battling a fairly severe depression and I hate thinking I would even remotely be headed that direction again. I’m nowhere near where I was once and I won’t let myself be. It’s still scary though. I hate even being a little depressed. It scares me because previously it ruled my life. I have had a lot going on in my head and I can’t figure out where I’m going or what my goal is right now. For the last couple of years I have been working on my life. I finally got to a point where I was happy with everything and life was pretty damn close to being perfect. In all fairness it still is. Yet I’m scared. I feel like I’m lost right now. I want to embrace life but right now I feel like I just want to hide from it. I hate feeling this way. I will work myself out of this temporary rut but at the moment it is frustrating. So bear with me if I don’t seem like my normal happy self. I need a little bit longer and I’ll be there again. I’ll remember just how awesome life is, it’s just not there with me tonight.
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